Texty Nightmare

Shayla

TŁUMACZENIE ANGIELSKIE
Nie mój przekład, żeby nie było xD" Ja go tylko uzywałam, tłumacząc na polski ^^"

the WORLD RULER

BOYS BE SUSPICIOUS (SAKI)

A distortion felt by one lone boy
I know this world’s unpainted face
"everyone has started to die"

Throbbing beats, moving in itself,
For a clear tomorrow
I clasped the KNIFE

It’s the SIGNAL

I’m a CHAMELEON who walks alone clumsily
I know now that emptiness will blend with my surrounding’s colours

The modern time’s expression = an Imitation of the present times
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Implicitly › a DEFAULT abuse of the STANDARD
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A mass production of EPIGONE*

this kind of SYSTEM

There must be something that even I can do
Because I’d hate to just die in a birdcage

(From the time I was born on this earth, I carried suspicion
While pretending not to see it, I carried on walking without knowing what’s right.
But the value of standards were decided by human beings after all, weren’t they?
So whatever is honest in your heart. That’s what becomes right.)

If there’s only one thing that you can wish for
I’d want to know the answer of who I am

the boy keeps grasping the shaking hand
Something I still can’t see, I’m struggling to catch it
and from here on the JUVENILES start

I’m broken if I don’t escape from here
To rise

*EPIGONE = an imitator or follower of something

PHANTOM (RU)

Please give the power to me now
To protect the light of tomorrow
For a limited time
An “oath” to sit in heaven, together with you

shining

Criminal baby (RU)

say if the morning doesn’t come
And I’m swallowed in the darkness of eternity like this,
In this kind of world’s last moments
I wonder what kind of words I’ll spew out?

The stars disappeared in the speckled sky
floating away, the countless past
After the sacrifice, the destroyed earth
spells out a SCENARIO full of wounds

then a little bit, a little more, weak cries
dance out of my chest, and are swallowed by the night breeze
I can’t love again in the start of the end
I’m missing you, an EGOIST who can’t be rescued
Sadness in the quiet night

The future which disappeared, there’s no remainder
the scene completely changed and laughs at the present time
after the sacrifice, the destroyed earth
spells out a SCENARIO full of wounds

then a little bit, a little more, weak cries
dance out of my chest, and are swallowed by the night breeze
I can’t love again in the start of the end
I’m missing you, an EGOIST who can’t be rescued
Sadness in the quiet night

aa, what this nightmare told me, I can’t laugh
and the everyday that I got used to, the sky of the town I got used to

I can’t go back again, in the beginning of the end
clinging to something, The loneliness fades away
sadness in the quiet night

ALICE (SAKI)

Apterous angel with a lack of stability here
apterous ANGEL cried out in her heart
apterous ANGEL the meanings of words completely disappear into the empty sky

truehearted LIAR in an unstoppable desire
truehearted LIAR so many things buried
truehearted LIAR reflected in sympathy
stained with a sad colour

reflected in the mirror, an expressionless face

failing IRONY In one container
failing IRONY Two different feelings
failing IRONY these incompatible things
seem to be running her down

running through her head, twin thoughts

deeply eternal, you started to ignore it
you’ve lost your way, running after the clock in the hole

ALICE can’t get away

JEKYLL or HYDE, heterokaryon* dances
clowning with CHARISMA

genuine CRAZINESS surely, now you’re
genuine CRAZINESS In the middle of a contradiction
genuine CRAZINESS you ask yourself the true meaning of your existence

blustery EGO I don’t see the end of it
blustery EGO it’s not like a nightmare
blustery EGO it’s just an obvious situation
where the night will never see day either

To the other side of the darkening colour

the swirling emotions won’t mix, each and every feeling,
I don’t want to just accept I felt a little synchronization

however much I deny it, it’ll never change, there is one reality
and If I can find a way to revive the meaning of existence

I want to forget the past

* heterokaryon = A cell with two separate nuclei formed by the experimental fusion of two genetically different cells.

CREVASSE (YOMI/SAKI)

When I stretched my hand out you were there
In my heart, you were still there

why did you tell me we had to separate?
even now I still don’t understand

In the end, in this world, my thoughts are running
in the colourless scenery
repeats of you
the tears of time reawaken it
it can pass by as if nothing ever happened
But I can’t just forget it
I resurrect the colours

When I stretched my hand out you were there
In my heart, you were still there

bit by bit, the days passed
gently, the sunlight starts to shine

the tears of time reawaken it
it can pass by as if nothing ever happened
the tears of time bloom a flower
I start to recall all the beautiful memories
that sunlight is the same as the flower’s colour
and I still see you clearly

Age 18 (YOMI/SAKI)

Without even getting a say in the rules that adults decided
Only anger and emptiness came up in my chest
Though my anxiety won’t disappear, I’m always chasing after a dream,
While shaking with loneliness, there’s no limit in the blank future

I hold onto this vague course and advance forward
Without knowing anything, I believed in the uncertain tomorrow

I should run to the place where I can shine with my friends
I longed for that beautiful scenery in these hands
But it’s hard to live for yourself honestly
To get through a lifetime, strength isn’t enough
Because I’m not alone even if I part from you
Just don’t forget the promise, and dream of tomorrow

My thoughts overflow and I believe in these unstoppable feelings

Don't be sorry when I can’t come back again
I’ll let all I can do loose now
Because if you desire strongly enough, you can get closer in a dream
So that you don’t lose anybody, try to dream

I hold onto this vague course and advance forward
I believed in the uncertain tomorrow, without losing my way

These overflowing thought, this unstoppable beat
Even if the time and years flow by, I still won’t forget
I’ll carry on holding this unchanging dream

the FOOL (SAKI/SAKI+RU)

We run for our future.
It's never blind.
We give you much brighter dreams.
Never mind.

lulu~~ruru (SAKI/HITSU/SAKI)

as they float in the blue night, the stars start to ask
“why do you always smile with that lonely seeming face?”

with my powerlessness, I wanted to cry, but
In my chest, in my heart, there are wings

when I close my eyes, show me the wind blowing through the town
and I’ll leave myself to this soft breeze lalalulalula…

gently, softly, now completely changes to the past
and some time, we’ll meet the end of time, right?

I, can I love this me?
a person, can they love this star?

strongly pray, wish, for the glittering days, the neverending dream
In the room, the morning sun rises, and I come to my senses, lalalulalula…

Gianism 7 (SAKI)

I’ll show my completely unique figure here and now
That existence is the one and only in this world

Nothing but guys who don’t have themselves gather after all
So if I wake up now, there should still be time

What do I feel? what do I want?

Hide it in your chest and your soul will take the decisive action
You can exceed the possibilities you need
Carry the pride

even trivial matters, you make fun of
Whatever kind of boos I take, in my heart I won’t be confused
Get hold of the feelings of regret, for the power of tomorrow

I’ll carry on showing my own good faith and preparedness
I’ll go through the ideas that I imagined

Invite anger and embrace it in your chest

To the limit of forgetfulness, I’ll carve my name in this earth

Hide it in your chest and your mind will take decisive action
You can exceed the necessary possibilities
Carry the pride

Morpho (SAKI) (a type of blue butterfly) (~~<3)

The days when I travel, without planning to go
Nothing but pretense, glorified with decorations, in this town
Though there is no actual form or shadow, there‘s still something to seize in your chest right?
The butterfly with blue wings now, rose into the sky right before my eyes
And that’s it, it’s a nothing special everyday scene
It carries no meaning, but a hint is being hidden
And if you find it, something should change

I was damaging that person, I hurt that person
In those days I tried to defend my body, spilling lies

I always combined our pace, pushed myself into a mould I can’t mix with

Only hard feelings overflow and I’m scared I gradually won’t be able to move
About the things I locked away, I want to cry now
I quietly put the ALBUM away, now, I’ll search for new scenery
I don’t need an adaptation of the same photograph
Because I don't want to hurt anyone, I put it all away in my heart
And I know that nothing will change, but
Even though my head understands, My body doesn’t move with my thoughts
I couldn’t like this kind of ‘me’

Tomorrow’s tomorrow, and the tomorrow after, it’s just repetition of the same days
It’s boring isn’t it? To live when you can’t see the meaning
It’s amazing it‘s such a common thing, and I don’t like spelling the words
But I’ll leave them here, Because there’s a time when I’ll need them

Black sick Spider (RU)

Complete darkness spreads, dyed in black, I see this sad world’s end
Entertained in threads of CHAOS, the SPIDER slips out, hunting butterfly’s wings

I tell DRAMATIC ideals
This vice of boasting won’t stop, and even now that won’t change

I want to hide my ugly body
It’s been decorated with the wings I plucked off
Beautiful speckles, the colour of life
I’ve lost something, something’s broken

While frozen, I’m scared in this darkness
Even though I have everything
In this world, I am alone
And I can’t return to the clear skies

The WORLD (RUKA)

In the spreading darkness, I made a pledge for revolution
everywhere I go from here on
Evil flowers sprout from having loved
Because I can’t let anyone interfere

The town that forgot sense, the future told by the fruit
The present (now) distorted black, dreams changing into ideals

How? Am I the broken savior?
Everyone wished for "The last scene" (the end)

In the spreading darkness, I made a pledge for revolution
everywhere I go from here on
Evil flowers sprout from having loved
Because I can’t let anyone interfere

Someday I’ll show you a shining sky

How? Am I the broken savior?
Everyone dreamt of a "paradise garden"

In the spreading darkness, I made a pledge for revolution
everywhere I go from here on
Evil flowers sprout from having loved
Because I can’t let anyone interfere

Some day I’ll show you a shining world

ALUMINA (SAKI)

To engrave this world’s memories, Twinkling, In flowing time, transiently sparkling
I’ll keep on walking like a BELIEVER

I see a dream no one else can see, I threw away all the things I don’t need
The feelings I can’t give up, I’ll keep them in this chest

Even if I’m stuck in the loophole of reality and ideals
and if I have to sacrifice my feet to shackles
I still can’t just stop this flooding impulse, because my heart screams for it

"lies" "fear" "affection" "sorrow" all negative things,
I’m not weak enough to give into them. I’m a TRICKSTER who doesn’t know loneliness

A group of buildings pierce the night sky Looking up at the universe, I can’t see the stars
I question myself "aren’t you reluctant?"

All the things that flood through this town, I don’t need to be affected by them
Heading to the future at the end of this street, because I want to see what this hand will grasp

I close my eyelids, floating through the sea of my consciousness
To the day when I obtain that imagined ideal

Accepting a limited "life" in this world is just as stupid as dying
The thing that no one else can have, To the crystal called "myself"

Piercing the whitewash, Someday things will change to truth
I want to keep on believing stubbornly IT’S JUST MY FAITH. THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH.

To engrave this world’s memories, Twinkling, In flowing time, transiently sparkling
I’ll keep on walking like a BELIEVER